Tomorrow I have my vaccination for Rubella scheduled. Unfortunately I cannot just walk in and get the stupid shot. I have to meet with the doctor and discuss my medical life story. Fun. I guess it's my fault for not doing so before...oh well. That is what happens when you're a "new patient". As the nurse said, they can't just stick you with a needle and not know anything about you.
Fair enough I suppose.
Then Wednesday will be our 3 yr. anniversary! Part of me finds it so surreal. I'm still having a hard time believing I'm MARRIED. When did that happen?! Apparently 3 yrs ago! lol
Anyways, on this day of celebration, Hubby and I will be going to the fertility clinic. We will be signing some very important paperwork allowing them to do a round of Clomid and then IUI. SO we have to be SUPER sure we want to go through with this.
I didn't have the heart to tell Hubby that there is a show called "Make Room for Multiples" and I just watched a couple go from having 1 IUI to delivering QUADRUPLETS!!
Yeah, I don't think I will tell him until AFTER the appointment. lol Actually, he's aware of the risks. We both know (and have discussed this). I still think we feel like it's not something that will happen to us...but it COULD.
So this is a very interesting week. Tomorrow is not such a big deal. It's more Wed. that has me up late thinking about things.
I don't want to screw it up.
It already has a 10% chance of working...which isn't a whole lot. So messing it up gives it a LOT less than that percent.
It all starts when I get my period. Then the beginning of the 14 page packet begins.
Speaking of which, I should probably reread that thing before Wednesday. I could read it 20 times and still be confused.
It's just SO much...it's so overwhelming!
Part of me is excited to see what the future brings....but the other part of me is very scared and worried.
I guess I will just have to put my faith in God that it will be okay.
Wish me luck!
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