I'm starting to think that having a critical appointment on our 3 yr anniversary is not such a good idea.
This is make it or break it time. This appointment was supposed to be just learning how to go through the cycle, administer the shot, and whatever else. Remember the 14 page packet of craziness? Well, I think it has something to do with that. But now....it's turned into more that.
We never got the financial information in the mail like we were suppose to....So we're going to our appointment tomorrow without all the facts.
And the biggest fact is...if the cost is too high, we have to pull the plug.
So literally, tomorrow, a day of celebration, is either going to be the REAL start to this journey or its abrupt end.
I think it makes me more nervous to think it's NOT going to happen then for it to actually start happening.
Stopping now means that we will have to do a lot before returning to it. I'm not sure how much we would have to redo or what would be involved.
If we do start it like planned, then the reality of being parents is starting to set in...or at least realizing that we are OFFICIALLY starting something that could make us parents.
In about 12 hrs or less we will know our fate.
Happy Anniversary dear.....
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