Okay so I was quite wrong about when my period was going to come. Based on the last two months I thought for sure I would get it on the 5th. Well, it's the 10th and I have 1 lousy brown spot. Which reminds me....Hold on...I have to write this down. ...Okay, there. It's officially marked in the calendar. Like most things right now, it has to be written down, with a description, because this is very important information in the fertility world. I bet it's not something the Hardy Boys would need to know to solve a case, but it is for my RE. lol
Although it's good news, there's nothing I can really do until I have a full day or whatever. Then I get to schedule my blood work and ultrasound ASAP and before I start on Clomid.
If things progress the way I'm hoping, I will be on Clomid during the first week of school or so. That could be interesting. EEK. Or maybe this is a good thing seeing as most teachers do not take off the first week or school...unless there is an emergency or something.
It's hard to put into words how I am feeling right now...I'm so willing to put myself through this but why? Why now? This is a rhetorical question by the way.
I go back and forth so much. I guess it's been different since I thought I would already be on Clomid. Now I had this weird limbo time...and then things with the hubby...*sigh* It makes me wonder.
What is this journey going to be like? Will we make it? Will I make it?
So many unknowns...so many worries...so many things I can't even verbalize or articulate.
I. Just. Don't. Know. OKAY?!
Side note: I changed the setting on the comments section to allow anyone to comment. I didn't know anyone was reading this until Nicole mentioned it. So now you can comment if you want.
I also can blog from my mobile! So if you see it a shorter blog, it will probably be from my text...and maybe even while I'm at a doctor's visit! lol Not sure why, but this excites me! lol
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