Sorry for the lack of updates but there really hasn't been anything going on in the world of IF. I have had 2 appointments for blood work. Strange thing about that was the second one came back with a higher HCG level than the first. Weird.. But still not pregnant.
So now I'm on birth control pills until they tell me to stop. I am assuming that they want me to get a period...it's been awhile. But I will know more on the 15th (provided that work lets me have the afternoon off) at the nurse consultation.
Even if all goes well with me, the little embies might not thaw correctly and then we're back to square one.
We recently dodged a huge bullet with our mortgage/house but that could come crumbling down at any minute too. So we're not out of the woods yet.
So that leaves us with the question....what then??
I will probably update after the next appointment. Sometimes I come on here and think about posting...but at times, it's seriously too depressing.
Plus, I've been on a roller coaster of sickness and really don't come online much anymore.
So followers, please don't take it personally or think I've abandoned you ...I haven't.
Til the next time, good luck, sticky vibes, and baby dust! :)
Please leave a comment and let me know how things are going with you, where you are at with IF, or just to say hi. :)
I know the feeling...sometimes, I just can't blog about the big Eye Eff any more. Especially when there's nothing particularly exciting (in a good OR bad way) going on right. that. minute.
ReplyDeleteWe're going to thaw our 2 and aim for a transplant on the 22nd. Fortunately (ha!), I'm under tremendous stress with other things in my life right now, so I've been able to get through whole hours not worrying about whether they'll thaw or take or what we'll do next!
Beth-I'm glad you can relate. :) I know I started this blog for myself but it ended being a great support system and tool for myself...and maybe one or two other people. My friends who read it may not always understand that I don't want to ALWAYS talk about it...even if I have a blog.
ReplyDeleteHave you done a FET before? I am so nervous that they won't thaw or stick. On one hand, I'm glad your stress distracts you but I hope by the 22nd, your stress is less so you can focus on getting those little embies to stick, stick, STICK and grow. :)